for context,my parents were autists and raised me in isolation from others. ive never been able to connect to my parents emotionally,we didnt talk a lot. ive lived an lonely life with an very small unchanged friend group that i havent been able to open up to much. maybe im not an actual autist,maybe im just unsocialized and lack experience with people? how do you know what you are?
I hope you can find the right level of support you need - and if that ends up being no support I hope you can still find peace in learning more about yourself (signed, a 188 score)