right, me too! 😁

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Thanks! I hope it takes off :D

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You host a server from your own computer at home?

what would happen if you climb into that?

AI was a mistake

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Yeah, they look almost the same. I can’t remember the last time I got an update and noticed it.

Oh no! I’m sorry that you’re in that position. Maybe you can find an avenue to discuss them with someone? I read (actually heard) the book The Body Keeps the Score. Even if you repress the memories or think you’ve moved on, that stuff is in there affecting everything, whether you’re aware of it or not.

Everyone else: 😬

Thank you

did you get the thing where you could hear your eyeballs moving?

OMG yessss!! But it wasn’t like I could literally hear my eyeballs moving. I wasn’t a sound. It was like a feeling in my ears as if moving my eyeballs would tickle or vibrate my inner ear.

I’m happy the stabbing didn’t result in much worse. Glad you’re still around 🙂

That sucksssss. I remember feeling the zaps for a few nights and feeling entirely disconnected from reality. I couldn’t tell if I was awake or in a dream. I would close my eyes and fantasize about whatever I could to pretend I was somewhere else to ride it out. Then when at work during the day, I was pretending that I wasn’t exhausted from severe lack of sleep. I would have to go to the bathroom to take breaks and recover a little and convince myself everything was okay. I even asked someone I got a long with to make sure I didn’t look weird or did anything stupid.

Seems like the withdrawal hit you a lot harder than me, so I can’t even imagine how difficult that was to endure.

I get that they work and are quite helpful to many people, but I will never take another SSRI in my life again. I hate them things. They make me feel dead. It’s like tricking my mind into pretending everything is okay and jolly by becoming stupid and unaware to the reality of the overall situation. If I feel depressed, it’s for a reason, and the solution is to address that reason, not pretend it doesn’t exist or it’s fine. It’s like if you are in a situation where your leg is broken and can’t heal, would you rather take an opiate to numb the pain or change the situation so your leg can heal? I guess my issue wasn’t necessarily a serotonin imbalance 🤷

Why does that happen? Is the pipe to the bathroom wider than the kitchen sink?

Yep! When I want to shower, I run the hot water in the sink at the same time. It speeds it up by almost half.

Cool! I’m good with the way it is now since I’m used to it. It’s not a big deal. I know it wasn’t for me specifically, but I appreciate the recommendation.

Oof, that’s going to take me a while to understand. Thank you tho!

Hi, Rudy! 👋😀